Sunday, May 02, 2010

Paranormal activity?

Mom came in to turn off the light last night because I was dead asleep since 8pm after swallowing the flu pills. I sort of woke up by her 'presence' and was still in the amidst of sleep. I got out of bed grabbing my watch at the desk and it was showing 10.30pm. I thought I should get out of bed since I slept for two hours. I turned on the light, and went to look at the watch again. Suddenly it was 3.30am. Blood rush through my veins and I thought, did mom really entered my room to turn off the lights that morning?

I stood still, then went outside my room and saw that their room was dark. I thought again, mom couldn't have switch off the lights at 3.30am. No, that could not have been her. She goes to sleep before 12! Right that instant, I went back to bed. Switch off the lights in case 'mom' comes in to turn it off. I tried dozing off but couldn't because of that little incident there. As usual I recited some Surah and closed my eyes but I kept opening my eyelids looking at the corner of the room wondering if 'mom' was there. All I know, I woke up to a sunny morning.

I asked mom later today, if she came in my room that night. She answered yes, it was her. It was hard to believe. Really it was. I still don't believe her. Maybe she was covering the 'mom' up so I would not freak out. Still. Thankfully, even if it wasn't her, I'm glad it turned out to be 'her' not some other form. You know how that is like.

Sunday, April 04, 2010

I'm not the only one

Me: Aku balik ni nak pergi jumpa Doktor Haiwan.
Nik: Oh, apesal?
Me: Anak kucing aku sakit.
Nik: Oh...hah? Kencing sakit?
Me: Kucing aku sakit, apehal lak kencing sakit?
Nik: Laaaa, aku ingat ko yang kencing sakit? Kucing ko yang sakit.
Me: Ha'lah. Apehal pulak aku kencing sakit?
Nik: Tadi aku dengar ko yang kencing sakit sebab aku dengar ko kata ko nak pergi jumpa doktor Taiwan, aku terpikir, peh, pergi jumpa pakar tuh.
Me: Hahahahahahahahaha!Pekak ke apa ko neh? Hahahahahahaah!
Nik: Hahahahahahahaha...

It was so damn funny, we both cried laughing and I laughed like an insane person all the way home. This scene happens a lot of time like it happened here. See, I'm not the only one :D

That was better than April's Fool prank!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Reading Room

I was in pain last night because of this thing call menstruation and it is one of my big nemesis. I could not eat because of this gas that is residing in my belly and every 2 minutes I feel like vomiting. Luckily a cup of Milo and a tube of Mustajab lotion did the trick.

In between all that pain, I can only manage to lie down and watch TV. I was flipping through channels and I turned to Hallmark. Hey Hallmark has lots of good inspiring movie and I happened to watch one last night. Reading Room. Have you seen it? If you haven't, please do so. I'm not gonna go into detail about it, but the storyline is beautiful and inspiring. It made me cry. I'm quite sensitive these days.

It's a story about giving back to the society that is more than what money can give. A widower wants to fulfill his late wife wishes by opening a reading room in a ghetto neighborhood where he came from. He is regarded as an unwelcome outsider by many elements within his old neighborhood but that didn't stop him one bit. Mr William played by James Earl Jones is a one good example of how a rich man should be. His character is lovable and strongly human. His persistence and motivation to change the course of some lives are uplifting.

The message was simple; Importance of reading, giving back to the society and each other out. If I got my dad to watch this movie till the end, it is definitely a good watch. OK, movie's over and I got the message maybe I should go pick up my book that I bought a year ago and read it. Gosh I got tons of them.

Picture credits to greendaizer13

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010

Courtesy of Johanerik

OK, that was 3 months ago.

Oh HELLO! OK, I know, I'm 3 months late but I've been gone since the last year and I haven't introduce the year 2010 here yet :D I miss ranting in this mundane site of mine and I miss spilling out my lame thoughts which doesn't make sense sometimes eh? Plus I miss getting new templates. Haha. See, I got myself a new one. A new look for a new year. I so love it. Do you?

I've been MIA because of this sin that is running through my veins which is called SLOTH! You know. It's a one deadly sin and makes you go idle on everything. Almost everything. It's hard trying to get rid of it. Believe me. Darn it Skinny! You're always giving excuses! Teehee. Well, I got lots of things I want to spill and I don't know if anyone is reading it but who cares. Now that April is around the corner should I hello it instead?

Friday, October 23, 2009


Blog sphere is a world full of fitna and crap. I was tested today. I was accused of copying someone Else's artwork. OK, why I am making a big issue out of this? Well, people are making me look bad in this so-call-Internet world and yes I'm here to justify.

I designed a wedding card for my best friend a while ago based on cartoons. She posted her wedding card on her blog and out of nowhere, this so-called-anonymous-reader, who's pretty much a chicken to reveal her/his name in my BFF's blog, accused me of copying someones artwork she/he saw on some other blog who's probably not even her/his friend.

I do not like to reveal name, because I'm not the bad-mouth a person type, so I'm gonna give a name myself. Lets put the A as the person that the so-called-anonymous-reader accused me of copying. Easy!

Now, what right does the so-called-anonymous-reader has to say that what I drew belongs to A? Or on what reason I did has to be credited to A? I don't have to put pictures here just to make the comparison to prove my point because I know I didn't commit a crime of copying/stealing someones artwork. What I drew purely came from my mind. In fact I had a few samples I drew for my besties, and she liked that particular drawing and chose it to be on her wedding card.

It's funny because the-so-called-anonymous-reader see A as though A was a God of art and that I had to submit everything I did to A. It was a simple design that any retarded person can do. Yes, the concept was the same, simple and clean. The differences was simply on the cartoon that we both draw. You have to be completely blind to say that it was the same or look alike.

If the next time someone ask me a favor to draw for them for their wedding card, and the drawing I draw came straight from my freaking brain, I have to credit A when A doesn't own the drawing? How bout crediting A for the idea? The-so-called-anonymous reader probably would say that I 'copied' it. Like A was the first to design that. There's tons of card with the same idea. Like I've said, it was simple. Anyone can do it. Actually it was a blank background with a drawing of a groom and the bride. Wow, so much for an idea huh?

What tickles me is I don't know how the-so-called-anonymous-reader could claimed that it was similar to A's and that I changed it by putting hijab on the cartoon? Come on, I'm sure you have the most sharpest eyes. Can't you see the difference???????? A was simply mad at someone who did actually stole her/his work and made them theirs. OK, if I was in A's place, I'll be fume myself and I know that if A were to look at my drawing, A's gonna say it's totally different. A's probably doesn't have an issue with it. Yet, the-so-called-anonymous-reader are making such fitna on such matters!

I was only helping out a friend and it sickens me that someone has the guts to say what they said. Obviously they have nothing better to do but spreading fitna around. Well, I'm not gonna let that stop me from drawing and make my life miserable. I'm no fool or an idiot who doesn't know the meaning of stealing/copying someone else work for my own benefit.

At the end of the day I can only smile and laugh at these funny humans. I have to remind myself that in this world, they are nut heads, bolt heads, screw heads who just love to make a misery out of people. I'm going to keep the record on play. I've got much bigger issues to deal with. Thank you.

Friday, August 28, 2009


I'm experimenting drawing on my tablet. Oh boy, I'm psyched. It looks ugly the fact that I was just doodling around loool. Hmmm, will get serius the next time, insyaAllah.

Thursday, August 27, 2009


A few days ago I decided that I want to quit blogging. I wrote a post about it then suddenly I changed my mine ^^. The reason? Well, it will be such a waste of letting go something so good. Not that I'm important or anything, but I see there's a lot of good things you can do with a blog. I tend to use it to the fullest. Then again, I'm having a hard time updating. Now, you can't be a blogger if you procrastinate a lot. True?

The thing is I've been pretty occupied with other things. I'm getting hooked with photography. It's funny because I tend to do what other people are doing. Take this blog for example. I made it because everyone else did. LOL. Nevertheless, I've always fancied artsy stuff. Oh why didn't I get into art school? ^^' I signed with every social network that is available, well almost every social network and its hard to keep up. I've been actively on Twitter ever since I was introduced to it by my sister. At first I was pretty clueless and now I'm a twitter junkie as you can see on my twitter tots ^^. The best thing about it, is, I can write random thoughts that's lurking in my brain without having to elaborate. Easy huh?

I got so much things that I want to do like updating my art page on Deviantart. I've been blocked these. Can't seem to get my hand on pencils. Plus I'm starting to learn Photoshop and there is so much I don't know about. I don't know if I have the time ^^'. If only I got into this earlier. My life would be so much easier. I regret that so much. Anyhow, no point of regretting the past. Got to look into the future and start on it hoping I will feel better about it, insyaAllah.

I'm thinking of getting myself a Photog. A photo blog. Sounds interesting. Hmmm...we'll see.

Salam Ramadhan Mubarak and have a nice day ahead.