Tuesday, September 18, 2007

What u hate, u'll love

I hate being honked at. Seriously. Eventhough I know I commited crime, heh, but I so hate being honked at. As far as I'm concern, I am not a reckless driver. I know my way behind the wheels. Its the people on road I have problem with. They dont have manners at all. They dont give signal when trying to switch lanes. Hey, I do that too tapi tengok tempat lah! But when you really need to switch lanes, in fear you might missed your exit, please give some spaces for us to get in. Damn! I gave signals, OK! And I went in slow hoping that you malaysian ada hati sikit! Its not like I barged in just like that. The least you people could do is give way. Pastuh kena horn sekali. Damn! *Kurang pahala* I dont understand Malaysian!

I have the tendency to be very mad if people honked at me for No reason(kalu ada reason pon aku cam marah jugak...hehehe). Since its fasting month, I babble to myself. Only God knows what. And with that, I have made my conclusion, I hated KL. Before this I liked KL so much that I could put up with the horrendous traffic and Putrajaya was dull and boring. I pretty much like Putrajaya now. And I'm sticking with that.

Monday, September 17, 2007

If only

If only I could have you~

Friday, September 14, 2007

Taking a step further

I want to try no matter what it takes...

Help me Allah, the Al-Mighty, the Merciful get through my days

Amin

Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan =)

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Always sleepy

I was feeling soooo sleepy today for no reason actually most of the time. Everytime the clock hits 10am(I was doing statistic review...haha) I'm already in a Far Far Away land when my eyes was fighting not to fall asleep. I can't stand it and I can't concertrate even if I stuff my ear with the highest volume you could posibbly imagine. So I decided to google out this syndrome I'm having by typing "I'm always sleepy" incase I could find help and it turned out there is a disorder related to this. It is called narcolepsy. Sounds sarcastic aint it? Its kindda funny. Really.

Narcolepsy is a neurological condition most characterized by Excessive Daytime Sleepiness
(EDS). A narcoleptic will most likely experience disturbed nocturnal sleep, confused with insomnia, and disorder of REM or rapid eye movement sleep. It is a type of dyssomnia. The main characteristic of narcolepsy is overwhelming excessive daytime sleepiness (EDS), even after adequate night time sleep. A person with narcolepsy is likely to become drowsy or to fall asleep, often at inappropriate times and places. Daytime naps may occur without warning and may be physically irresistible. These naps can occur several times a day. They are typically refreshing, but only for a few hours. Drowsiness may persist for prolonged
periods of time. In addition, night-time sleep may be fragmented with frequent awakenings.

I have the symptoms. I think. I'm not sure.

  • Nighttime sleep does not include much deep sleep, so the brain tries to "catch up" during the
    day, hence EDS
  • May visibly fall asleep at any moment (such motions as head bobbing are common)
  • People with narcolepsy fall quickly into what appears to be very deep sleep
  • They wake up suddenly and can be disoriented when they do (dizziness is a common occurrence)
  • They have very vivid dreams, which they often remember
  • People with narcolepsy may dream even when they only fall asleep for a few seconds.

Yeahhh...I so have the symptoms. I dream vividly like being a superhero and my dreams are
full of action and I always remember them when waking up and I tend to dream even if I just doze off for a few
seconds*pelik tapi benar*

Maybe it runs in the family. My sister too is always finding herself to sleep. Even while driving. Chronic as it sounds. I'm always yawning now and then. My eyes gets dimmer and dimmer. Not a cool sight. Yeah, tend to look tired, lazy and poofy all the time. But I can't help it.

Another thing is one of my colleague once told me that maybe I have worms because that is one
of the symptoms shown if you have worms. Ok. I can accept that since I so think I have worms because I have other symptoms that shows me I have them, like excessive eating...hahaha! But then again narcolepsy is to consider.

No wonder after all this time, I was fighting like hell not to doze off. I'm always getting told off by my parents as I seem lazy by taking a nap all the time. Now I have reasons to sleep. Haha!

And now I'm feeling sleepy again...*sigh*

Monday, September 10, 2007

Ntah

Kadang-kadang kita pikirkan orang tu, tapi orang tuh tak pikirkan kita, perasaan kita, macam mana rasanya to be lam kasut kite. Kita buat-buat gembira bile kite sedih, tapi mereka bile tak puas hati ke hape ke, nampak betul kat riak muka dorang. Kite nak respond pon cam xsampai hati je. Ok. Mungkin kite pon penah buat macam tuh tapi xde lah sampai tahap nak bengang-bengang, nak mengamuk xtentu pasal...mungkin ngan adek-beradek ngan mak ayah pernah lah...tapi tuh lain cerita. Ntah.

Kadang-kadang tuh bile kite tanya, dorang xdgr. Ok. Mungkin dorang pekak sekejap. Ntah. Pastu kadang-kadang bile kite tanya lagi ngan baik-baik, muka masam yang dilemparkan. Ok. Terasa hati neh. Tp aku kata kat hati, dorang bermasalah kot. Ntah.Abaikan je. Ntah. Manusia neh macam-macam. Aku pon macam-macam, tapi bukan jenis aku lah nak bermasam muka 24/7. Sebab tuh if aku bermasalah ngan secara langsung nye nampak kat muka aku. Ok. Mungkin sebab masalah lah kot. Ntah.

Banyak benda ekceli ;-)

Hehe...*sengih sorang2*

Lama xupdate...ekceli banyak je cerita boleh distory-story kan...but me freaking busy and freaking busy and freaking busy sumore...huhuh...even if i'm not freaking busy, i'm freaking lazy to type and jot down all the incident...lame me hah? huhu...even i have to miss out my friend punya convacation(erk...cam spelled wrong je)...so missing out nak menulis di blog neh no wonder lah kan...huhuhuhuh...

anyway...


hmm...cam ckp sengsorang je kat sini...hahahahah!

p.s. to wnf...soo sorry i missed out ur convo day...bukan sengaja...huhuhuh