Wednesday, October 22, 2008

The Moment of Truth

Would you spill your personal details, dirty little secrets, confessions etc etc on national TV for half of million dollars?

Mark Warlberg: Do you have a crush on your male colleagues?

Skinny: Hell No

Mark Warlberg: Are you sure? There's no turning back.

Skinny: Positive. 100%.

Mark Warlberg: Here it goes, the moment of truth and your way to winning 25 grand.

The answer is...

....

....

....

FALSE!

Skinny: Whattttt? That machine is lying.

What kind of reality show is this?

See, I can't even get to the second question.

Watch it on Star World Channel 711 every Wednesday at 10pm ;-)

Sunday, October 19, 2008

The new me...soon...hopefully

It's not even new years yet, but I'm jotting down my to-do-list or specifically, my new resolution. Actually, it's not new, it has always been on my list before. This time, I'm determine. I'm determine to gain weight. Not just that, I want to start living healthy. Leh percaya ke neh? Yes, I need this. I'm always complaining, people always complaining of how absolutely thin I am and I'm done listening to it. So I'm gonna do something about it. For good. I want to look like a babe. You know, babe. Haha. well, I don't have to be a total knockout, fine will just do. At least I'll fit perfectly well in my clothes rather than having them loose all about. Still, tight clothing isn't an option.

First thing I have to do is stop being lazy. Yes, this is my ultimate sin. Ever since I was born I guess. Who to blame? Being definitely lazy won't get me anyway. Right? First step to achieve this is, I have to wake up really early in the morning. Like at 6.30am. Haha. Well, I can't make resolution if I'm not opt for it, can I? Waking up early is the first thing, next I MUST NOT sleep after subuh. Lame huh, but I can'ttttttttt help it. I love the feeling of being in bed in the morning. Who wouldn't? ;-) Still, I'm not sure if 'm qualified to be call a grown up, because I feel like 17, but at 24, I should start to act like one. =D

Second, I have to diet. Whoaaaa, I'll be insane if I go on a diet. I meant, eating properly with proper food and eating at a proper time. My eating habits these days is way out of hands. I tend to have breakfast late and having lunch like 4 hours later then have dinner way late at night. Around 10pm sometimes. Not good. As they say that food finish processing the guts every 4 hours. My stomach for sure will be crying for food in between lunch and dinner. So yeah, I have to fix my eating habits. Plus, making sure I eat in balance. Taking fruits and a lot of veggies. I was thinking of living the way like white people does. Salad, roast chicken, foods doesn't involve using too much oil, you know, English stuff. Like I can live with that. Haha. Still, I have to eat rice. Without rice, I'll shiver like a junkie who need his drugs. Imagine that!

Third, exercise. Ooohh, how I hate exercise so much. I always thought that skinny people don't need to exercise. You don't have the fat to excess off. Whats the point? You will end up being more skinny. I was indeed wrong. Exercise helps you gain your stamina. Good stamina gives good impression. Of course I'm thankful for this skinny frame, but if being skinny and people think you are an anorexic freak, its not really that pleasant. So that's why I have to re-shape my whole self. In and out. Do workouts daily like sits up, squats or whatever exercise available that I can do, at least for 5 mins, will do. Build the muscle, strengthen the heart and feeling good about it. I so have to get myself an exercise mat. =D

Lastly, think positive and stick to the plan. When there's a will, there's always a way. I'm trying to project good thoughts in my brain these days to stimulate it. Everything is possible if you believe in it. Well this is my mission. I better work it otherwise I'll just end up a big loser around. It's almost 11.30pm. I better hit the sheets then. Sleeping early is a must do too. Getting enuf sleep is essential. ;-) Wish me luck you guys so that I don't screw up. =D

Friday, October 17, 2008

I need a Shoulder to Lean on

Most times I’m the most strong I’m the rock the spot you get support from
Mostly cope with hopes that’s been rolled on
And when you’re low you know that you can hold on me
In a heartbeat I can be there the fears and tears you cry I’m by your side so dry your eyes
And let me provide peace of mind in time I know you’ll be fine
And if it’s heartbreak I can take some off your plate replace the lies and hate with smiles of faith
You fall deep I could fall with you. The dark is a familiar place you’re lost I can help you escape
It was my fate (pain) so that I can relate
Now when I can’t even stand I can handle the weight
I’ll be your shoulder for as long as I can but where’s the shoulder for my shoulder when I can’t

I will be the one you can count on the most
When the road is dark you know I’ll bare the load
You never see the days when I fall down to my knees
None of you will know that sometimes I need a shoulder to lean on

Sometimes it’s really hard to be this invincible figure you figure me to be
Cause I can feel the pain and when I’m cut I bleed mostly inside but lord knows I cry
I don’t lie I just keep it bottled inside I meet your eyes with a smile and you think I’m lion but I’m alive cause I can feel like you can feel with emotions still though it don’t show it’s real.
Conceal when my heart cries fall apart in the dark at the spot where my thoughts lie
I thought I was as strong as they come, I thought I was numb my thoughts send my heart over run as I wonder
Can I make it through and is the one coming soon that’s gonna hold me console me
Or was this something meant to be and a shoulder for a shoulder wasn’t meant for me

I will be the one you can count on the most
When the road is dark you know I’ll bare the load
You never see the days when I fall down to my knees
None of you will know that sometimes I need a shoulder to lean on

The Sound of Reason

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Salam Eid Mubarak

Raya this year... a blissful moment, so I claimed. It wasn't terrific like in the past years. It was more of an OK. Just plain OK. Nothing fabulous. Still, I had a good time with my cousins during raya. I don't have much to tell. My mind's bogging me and I just don't have any feelings of what-so-ever. Maybe I'm feeling lonely at home with no one to nag to since all of my siblings left for class *sigh*. 5 days off from work is not enough. I just started my holiday and all of the sudden its the end of it. *Sigh* I'm still in my holiday mood and I think everyone is. Anyhow I'm not letting that get in my way of having a great time.

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Frankly speaking, I'm a little uninspired right now. Can't think of what to write even though there's plenty.BTW, I never got the chance to wish you guys. Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin. Hope that the last Ramadhan won't be our last. InsyaAllah. Let me get this clutter out of my head and will write something better than this. Hopefully.

Inspired by Lat's Cartoon =)