Thursday, August 23, 2007

MIRC back then

me: hi dude!

nickunknown: hi janda!

me: apasal panggil saya janda?

nickunknown: da awak panggil saya duda.

me: lohhhh...

*laughing out big*

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Have you?

Have you ever felt leftout? Like an outcast?
Have you ever felt that you are not important as other people around you?
Do you feel like you are not special?
Do you feel alone and no one is listening to you?

Do you?...

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Can't imagine

So dats how they do it...

*Sick*

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Not happy

Yay...!!!

dats how I shud be feeling...

but I'm not...

why?...

my new 'friend' is killing me...

totally...

i want my old 'friend' back...

huhuh...

sulking big time...

Thursday, August 09, 2007

What they say about Saggi?

A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step(hehe...done that). She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily.

Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one.

She likes to say something that you do not want to hear(ooo...so true ;-p)and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more.

She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home(yeah...). She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love life as another funny story(hahaha...).

She is clumsy(hmmm...yeah....) and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again. She is a paranoid(am i???...). If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends(am lacking in that department...huhuh...) and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.

Her wit and innocent look are her charms(*battering eyelashes*). She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.

very true...well almost...
anyone wants to justify??? hahaha... ;-P

Monday, August 06, 2007

Goodbye's

In 7 days time, I will have to say farewell to my closest friend. Sad eh? But what can I do. It's time. Some people are so thrilled when the moment comes. I should too. But with it sticking to me for almost 8 years, its going to be a heart wrenching moment. Now I have to accept the fact that it wont sparkle back at me anymmore when I smile, I won't look cute as always(telah dinyatakan oleh orang lain ;-p) when I'm with her and plus people won't recognize me without her. We compromise eachother. Yes, I'm going to have to say goodbye to my braces. Did you think I was shipping goodbye to my humanly friends? Haha.
Anyway, it has been 8 years since I had it. Imagine 8 years. People who wore it after me sure to have them off before me. Hehe. Duration of wearing them only takes 2 years. Well differs to different people. I was way expired. Hehe. What can I say. We are very attached. Haha.
But I think she understand that its really her time to go. I mean she's been a great friend. Always sticking around through my ups and down and oh yeah...also to mention having to go through the hazardous chocking moment. Haha. People do recognize me more with her sticking around. I will be known as 'Besi' among people. No hard feelings, but I kindda like it. Its easy for people to refer. And kids, any kids that I passed by, always give me the stare like I'm kindda alien or something or a robotic being having her teeth tied with steel.Kids...hahah...they say the darnest things. Yeah, a lot of Kenangan Terindah with her. Those were the years.
I am going to miss her though. But on the bright side, I'm going to be brace-free. Totally. Well almost. I still have another 'friend' to stick to. Hehe. Those what-you-call-it? Retainer. Yes, a retainer. But she wont be 'close' and 'attach' as my braces as I can take her off. Haha.Well, I'm looking forward. I say that 8 years is more than enuf. Wish me luck ;-)
p.s I'm having emotion to a steel?? Hahaha

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

3 weeks back

My so-called-trip to Sarawak was one of a cool moment. Never thought I would reach Sarawak, ever. Alhamdulillah, it's a blessing to be given this opportunity by my company. Memang rezeki saya sangat2 ;-)Anyway, my trip to Sarawak was definitely cool. Of course you need to get there by 'balloon' refered as aeroplane by the Sarawakian. My trip was bumpy. Hehe. *Da lama tak naik plane*. It was nerve racking a little bit. I sat next to two guys. Wow. Me in the middle. Haha. The Air Asia seats are petite in size. Not really that comfortable. But will do for a 1hour 45 min fly. The seat are all sat up straight. Geez...I need more calcium. I tend to get backaches these days ;-). I departed at 9.20pm from Penang and arrived at 11.30++. The landing was pretty hard but it was some landing. Haha. Lame story...skip to the point.

Arrived in Jalan Tanbau where Borneo Hotel is situated. The enviroment there doesn't differ much to semanjung. But I have to say the scenery there was breath-taking especially at the waterfront. *Sepanjang sungai-xtahu-namanya* I found that the air is clean. Not polluted with carbon-monoxide (do correct me if I'm wrong...I left chemistry like 4 years ago =0). Our first night, well my second night(the first doesn't count), our presenter from JKKP by the name of Nazli took us out on an outing. Oooh, I so like this guy *smug*. He's the 'soft' type if you know what I'm talking about. Hehe. Having him around is never a dull moment. We walked all the way to Indian street where he claimed it was about 10 minutes away from where we started. Yeah rite. We walked like forever since he can't remember where it was or was it he don't know where it is. Boleh x? Da jalan jauh2...dier leh cakap..."Eh lupe lah i". Then we asked the local about Satok. The re-known place in Sarawak. They said it was 15mins from where we stop. Ok, so we walked again like forever and we found ourselves in the middle of nowhere. Actually, in the middle of Merdeka Palace but we don't know exactly where we were. So we got lost. Hehe. Not totally lost. Instead of continuing our quest for Satok we head back in search of food. Yeah, food. It was kindda difficult to find food in Sarawak. There is stall of course, but the people who owned the place makes me suspicious. There's this one stall we go every morning for breakfast. Definitely not muslim like eventhough the local said it was Halal, but you would be wrinkling your forehead becoz the people there looked like chinese and had dangdut screening 247 on television. Imagine that!

Back to where we were, so we were in search of food. My co-workers, Kak Siti told us that there was a restaurant that Jalan-jalan Cari Makan crew used to come. We were hoping to find that restaurant. Instead we were shown to a place where people munch on seafood. It was massive. Crowded with people. But before getting there, we had to walk a long way and somehow turned out to be somekind of an explore race. Haha. It was exhausting. Totally.

The next day, we continued our unfinished quest to Satok. The four of us headed there by cab. Goshhh. Remember the people we asked about how to get to Satok? HECK! They said it was 15mins but getting there by cab proove that you'll be crippling walking there. Huhu. As we reached Satok, I thought it was different than any places. But it was like Pekan Rabu you get in Kepala Batas, Alor Star. But you get more choices on food from where we stayed. I tried the Kolok Mee. Very tasty indeed I shall say. Meanwhile, Kak siti had sarawak laksa. It was kindda bitter for me since it had the taste of 'cengkih'. The laksa are different from the Peninsular. It uses bihun as the mee instead of us using laksa mee. But still it was unique.

After consuming all the foods and chatting away, we headed back to the waterfront. There we walked all the way back to the hotel. We stroll upon the pavement next to the river and our eyes were feast on bracelet made out of stones along the waterfront. It was certainly an eye candy for us - the female gender of course. Not to mention Nazli.Haha. He digs this kindda thing which makes him likeable by us.

Next day, we took the sampan to the other side to visit the Kek Lapis warehouse. It was neat and the cakes were scrumptious. We then had our dinner at My Village Busok...or was it busod...can't remember. The delicacies there you don't get back at home. Plus it was reasonable too. A definite spot to visit for you people. What else? Hmmm...the rest of the day we spent at the poveltry shop buying gifts. That's about it...i guess...Ok...I've been to Sarawak...next trip is Sabah ;-)...hopefully...

I think I've said enuf...