The new me...soon...hopefully

It's not even new years yet, but I'm jotting down my to-do-list or specifically, my new resolution. Actually, it's not new, it has always been on my list before. This time, I'm determine. I'm determine to gain weight. Not just that, I want to start living healthy. Leh percaya ke neh? Yes, I need this. I'm always complaining, people always complaining of how absolutely thin I am and I'm done listening to it. So I'm gonna do something about it. For good. I want to look like a babe. You know, babe. Haha. well, I don't have to be a total knockout, fine will just do. At least I'll fit perfectly well in my clothes rather than having them loose all about. Still, tight clothing isn't an option.

First thing I have to do is stop being lazy. Yes, this is my ultimate sin. Ever since I was born I guess. Who to blame? Being definitely lazy won't get me anyway. Right? First step to achieve this is, I have to wake up really early in the morning. Like at 6.30am. Haha. Well, I can't make resolution if I'm not opt for it, can I? Waking up early is the first thing, next I MUST NOT sleep after subuh. Lame huh, but I can'ttttttttt help it. I love the feeling of being in bed in the morning. Who wouldn't? ;-) Still, I'm not sure if 'm qualified to be call a grown up, because I feel like 17, but at 24, I should start to act like one. =D

Second, I have to diet. Whoaaaa, I'll be insane if I go on a diet. I meant, eating properly with proper food and eating at a proper time. My eating habits these days is way out of hands. I tend to have breakfast late and having lunch like 4 hours later then have dinner way late at night. Around 10pm sometimes. Not good. As they say that food finish processing the guts every 4 hours. My stomach for sure will be crying for food in between lunch and dinner. So yeah, I have to fix my eating habits. Plus, making sure I eat in balance. Taking fruits and a lot of veggies. I was thinking of living the way like white people does. Salad, roast chicken, foods doesn't involve using too much oil, you know, English stuff. Like I can live with that. Haha. Still, I have to eat rice. Without rice, I'll shiver like a junkie who need his drugs. Imagine that!

Third, exercise. Ooohh, how I hate exercise so much. I always thought that skinny people don't need to exercise. You don't have the fat to excess off. Whats the point? You will end up being more skinny. I was indeed wrong. Exercise helps you gain your stamina. Good stamina gives good impression. Of course I'm thankful for this skinny frame, but if being skinny and people think you are an anorexic freak, its not really that pleasant. So that's why I have to re-shape my whole self. In and out. Do workouts daily like sits up, squats or whatever exercise available that I can do, at least for 5 mins, will do. Build the muscle, strengthen the heart and feeling good about it. I so have to get myself an exercise mat. =D

Lastly, think positive and stick to the plan. When there's a will, there's always a way. I'm trying to project good thoughts in my brain these days to stimulate it. Everything is possible if you believe in it. Well this is my mission. I better work it otherwise I'll just end up a big loser around. It's almost 11.30pm. I better hit the sheets then. Sleeping early is a must do too. Getting enuf sleep is essential. ;-) Wish me luck you guys so that I don't screw up. =D