I feel...

The election has finished and even though I don't know that much of a thing, I have to say I kinda regret by not participating in this one important events. I'm 24 well not yet, but I felt I have not done my part as a citizen. Yeah, I have to wait another 4 years. I felt left out. My dad had his exciting moments in this year election. He was very pleased with the result. Saya bukannye paham erti keseronokan dalam pilihan raya pon. Blank.

To see my dad soar ecstatically caught my attention of what was going on. Every time he roar joyfully to the announcement of the votes, I would come running downstairs..."Ayah...napa ayah?" Like a kid who's eager to know what was going on, where at my age I should be present-minded of the country. Darn me. Huhu. Yep, feel pathetic right now. Even my 3rd sister who's in Jordan, too was so excited about this election. She would ask me for updates where I don't exactly know how to answer. Heeee. Yelah, orang tak tau politik. Huhu. Siap soh letakkan microphone di speaker TV. Huhu. My 2nd sis also participate in voting. Eeee...now I feel embarrassed!!!

Yet still, no point of looking back. Got to move on and do things right. I have to strive better for the future. My country depends on me. Hahahahahahahahaha.

Ok now I feel so lame.... huhuhuh

4.3.86

My sis, Ruzanna's sacred day. She has turned 22. I used to be 22. I didn't felt like 22. I didn't looked 22. Even till today. It's not bout me. It's bout her.

Well, I didn't get her anything this year. Not yet.
Don't have the time to buy cards these days. Pity.

So, I decided to write about her instead.

What can I say about her? Hmm, a lot. If I don't limit myself to 1500++ words,

I can produce a copy of an autobiography of her. Haha.

Tapi sapa sangatlah nak beli kan? Huhu.

Anyway, the name we call her is Caq. I don't know how she landed with that nick, but I did remember my mom mentioned that she liked to stare at the ceilings for slamander aka 'cicak' when she was months old. So that's how she got her nick. Logic!

She's the 2nd in the row. People always confused us as being twins during our childhood years. Yeah, we do look alike. Skinny frame, dark color skin and teeth to match. We are like a mirror of ourselves. I have a mole on the upper brow on my right eye, she has the same on the left eye. Something like that.

Caq is the coolest member of the family. She has my dads genes. I don't know how she managed stress, pain and all the other crap but she managed it good. I guess. She's always keeping it calm all the time. Eh, tak jugak. Mengamuk pon mengamuk jugak minah neh. Had too because she was fighting with me. Can't just leave it like that, rite? Haha.

Yeah, we used to fight a lot in our period of growing up. I remember we used to fight in our nursery's bathroom. I was in year 6, she was in year 4. I can't remember what on earth we were fighting for, but we fought with our fist, pulling eachothers hair, bitting each others skin...naked!(I had knickers on ok!) Hahaha. The funny thing was, we fought with no sounds. Like a scene where you turned off the volume. Leh bayangkan lah macam mana. See, gado2 pon we still have manners. Haha.

Also there is this one time where she got mad and she hit me with my barbie recorder. For the record, my barbie recorder is pink and I brought in England! Hehe. She hit me with it and broke in into two. Damn. Marahnya saya waktu. Tapi saya berlakun kesakitan lah sebab dia pukul saya kat belakang. She got panic. One, she hit me. Two, my recorder patah. Maybe she got panicked because she broke my recorder. Haha. We made up after dat a few days later. Air dicincang takkan putus. Haha. Childhood is never perfect if you didn't go thru these things
with your siblings. Agree?

Like father like daughter...that's her!

Despite we have bad records in the fighting department (we fight like cats and dogs), we do have good records too. We get along very well. We tell eachother everything. From all the juicy things that happened to the boring ever. People say that teenage tends to copy what's surrounding them. This was what exactly happened to caq. Infact it happens to everyone. Yeah, she liked to imitate alrite. I remember she had fringes because she was into this one Chinese drama. Just because the actress had one, she got herself one too. Talk about influences. Huh. And she copied
many more years too come.

Out of the four of us, she was kindda lambat pickup. (Zaman jahil dia). She didn't know how to work the mobile phones back then. She didn't even know the internet. Guess she wasn't into technologies. Now she knows them, she can't stop using it.

She's funny too. Not because of her lines she make, but of how she respons or answer or ask and the way she thinks.

Escalator kat LRT station

Me: Ok...pasneh kena naik Monorail.
Her: Monorail tuh sapa??

Erkk...

After I was on the phone while driving

Her: Along, antara stering dengan engine mana lagi penting???
Me: Hah! Pe nye soklan lah neh...kompem lah engine. Xde engine macam mana nak jalan? Adus.
Her: Salah! Stering lah.
Me: Hah??? (Pemende lah dier merepek)
Her: Sebab kalau macam along nak kena angkat tipon tadi tuh, mesti tangan sebelah along da terangkat. Stering tuh kan macam xterpegang, so orang kat sebelah tuh leh tolong pegang kan and control stering tuh.
Me: T_T

Overall, she's got everything. Yet she still needs to polish up the lady inside her. Bajet cool sangat lah dier neh. Haha. Well I don't care much about what she did as long as she knows how to take care of herself. Yup, that's our caq. I miss her though. We don't communicate frequently as she is busy with training. She's hoping to fly soon this April. Oh yeah, did I mentioned she is soon-to-be pilot? Cool eh? Her dreams came true. I envy her so much but in a good way. I'm so freaking proud of her. Adek, along proud of you too k. Haha. I'm writing these for the pleasure of others coz I know she won't read it. I guarantee you, she doesn't know what a blog is. Hahaha.

Wow, leh jadi novel. I told you, I would take me more than 1500++ words just to write about her. Still, I had to cut out the storyline. Hehe.

Big Apple Donut

Scrumptious

I'm cravings for one of these cute munchkins...so desirable that I'm drooling everytime I see them. It's not that I come across these cute delicacies everyday. I have to make all the way to KL to get one of them. Well I hope they will open up a branch in Kajang soon. I mean real soon coz I'm really into them. We all do...

P.S~The photo I took literally from sumone's blog... :)

Last two nights...

Last night I had a dreamed. Well, i dream every night. Nightmare, fantasy, to being a superhero. You name it. Nothing new really.

Last night dream made me blossomed all day. Haha. I can't exactly remember how the 'jalan cerita' of that dream was, but there was a guy. Yeah, a guy.
I only remembered that it was some kind of a race or something. Competing to the finish line. That's what I thought. Then this guy, I saw him wearing a white t-shirt with some prints at the front. *I love guys in white T. =D* and a brown khakis with the hair like the character of Claire's new bf in heroes second season. He looked beautiful though. Haha. So I thought. This guy was in the race. I was in the dream also. I don't why I was there. Just happened to be in the dream.

I was at the scene the race took place. Its like I was the viewer, not a
contestant in it. As I was watching this so-called-race, I was curious to why this guy was racing alone. I mean without a partner. The scene was, he was about to climb something which I'm not clear off. He seemed kindda relax, while others raced vigarously. (Saya ada nampak 2 orang perempuan berlumba-lumba macam tak cukup masa je) Suddenly he looked back. Oh yeah, his back was facing me. Suddenly he looked back. At me. Hahaha. Since I was the only one there. Boy, he looked so beautiful. He came towards me.

Then, all the sudden the race I was watching turned out different. I was like sitting in a group. Boleh x? Haha. The guy was still there. We were talking
which I don't know what. Its liked we had crushed for one another. Sesi luahan perasaan kot time tuh. Like you see in movies. Kan kan? And out of no where came this gurl admitting she was his gurlfriend. This part is funny.

She had brown hair. Look pretty though, but the moment she opened her mouth, my word! She had rotten teeth. Ugly looking. Like a stale cheese which was invaded by maggets. EEEE...There was this beautiful guy who had a gurlfriend of cheese rotten teeth. Hahaha. Mimpi pon boleh klaka eh? All I knew, the moment she admits she was
his girlfriend, I left. That was what I remembered. Mungkin kecewa kot, but I wasn't sad or anything. So I fled.

Then the scene changed. Suddenly it took place like I was about to exit an amusement park or a ticket counter like we used at a Comuter station. On my way to the exit, he came running. Awwwww...its so like in the movies. Haha. Macam xmo kehilangan orang tersayang. Hakhakhak. I turned around and there he was, standing. Now this one
confused me. Tetiba dier nampak shorty. Hahahahahahahaha. Ok.

I'm sure he wasn't short. Maybe I was standing on something a lil higher than him. That's why! There was a crowd all of the sudden. Macam waiting for this moment to happened. Silent took place and he said "I LOVE YOU. Dont leave!" while holding my hands because I was about to swipe the ticket. My, I'm laughing now. Hahaha. To be honest, I was swept away. Who would'nt be? Then we hugged or something. Hahaha. And it was 6am. It was gone just like that. Huhu. My dream was just a dream. Yet still, I was smiling all day and recalling back the dream. The I LOVE YOU scene. Hehe. If only, this took place in real life.

I'll be wooooowww... ;-)

*Beautiful in a guy doesn't simply means auww...ok! =p

I was DUPED...no...I am STU

I've done the most stu***est thing ever. I don't know how on earth I fell for that.
Before this, the exact same situation happened. Except that I didn't make it through the papers. *Grin*

Anyway, what happened to me had happened to sumone else. I commented them thinking I was brilliant "Eh, stu*** lah these people" But I wasn't that smart after all. The differences between me and them, I am not that stu***. Yet still, I feel kindda like it.

Yesterday, well 2 days before, I received an email with the subject of Attn: Lucky winner. I was so curious. Who would'nt be. To my utter suprise and I was gobsmacked, I was announced as the winner of an E-Lottery game with the prize of £1,569,652.00 Pound Sterlings (One Million, Five Hundred and Sixty Nine Thousand Six Hundred And Fifty Two Pound Sterlings) only. Yeah, I know. That's A LOT and TOO GOOD TO
BE TRUE. I was star strucked though but it seems so real. With every detail. But I was still having doubts and this is the part where I became the stu***est ever!!! I'm embarrased now but just a lesson for you to listen.

I don't what happened. I did asked Kak Lyn, my co-workers about this suspicious email. She told me that if she was in my place, she won't buy it. But no harm trying. She said, if it is true, share some parts with her. Hehe. Ok, but I wasn't buying it too. So I decided to enquire for further information and they replied. It looks like I'm dealing with real people here. I kindda believe it. Shoot. Still, I wasn't so sure. So I went home. I asked my brother. He was giving me that look. You know the look leh-percaya-ke-neh look. Huhu. He was kindda encouraging me though, so why not give it a shot. Now, I'm a total idiot. I even prayed to Allah, saying how thankful I am. Rezeki betol neh. *Tunduk kepala jap* Malu~

I even had the angan-angan that if its true, I would take my whole kampung family for Haji. I would buy dad a Volvo S80 which he'd always love. Buy mom a new car. Get myself a persona perhaps. Hahaha. I'm pathetic.

Then, I went with my guts replying they email with giving out my information. How stu*** was that??? Fortunely, I didnt't gave out any IMPORTANT details. Yet, I still did gave them my add, my phone no. Huhu.

I'm so naive. When the email has been succesfully sent, it is then I decided to google out this E-Lottery thing. Turns out it was a SCAM. Astagfirullah! I WAS DUPED!!! Like everyone else. They received the same email as I have. Argggghhhhh...I was in despair after that and worried too, incase they might appear in front of the door steps. Huhu. My mind went crazy after that.

Luckily I managed to save myself because in order for me to claim my so-called-prize, I have to pay for the shipping expences. What idiot would pay for that? Guess I wasnt stu*** after all. Alhamdulillah
Lesson learnt.

Word of advice : Never Trust Anyone.

P.S ~ That JUMPER on screen rite now, didn't make me jump at all. Not really a thumbs up.

i'M SO outdated...heeeee

Yeah...

I got my own fotopages...heeeeeee...yeah...like its sumthing new...hikhik...!!!

Check it out...

I'm so gedik right now...can't help it! Heeeeeee

LOGON FAILED

What the heck does that mean??
Ok, I know what it means. It means can't login.
But what on earth does it mean? What's the problem?
Urgghhh...I so hate question I can't relate to. I mean, problems. I so hate problems I can't relate to. Bottomline...I HATE PROGRAMMING!!!!
Why does it have to be so complicated????

I'm on my wits end right now *sigh*