Appreciatin'

As I got up this morning
You watched me and hoped I'd talk to you
Even if it was just a few words
Askin' your opinion,
Thankin' you for something good that happened, Lord
But you noticed I was too busy
Tryin' to find the right clothes matchin' with the right shoes and I
Ran around the house getting ready
You knew there would be minutes to stop and say hello
But I still I were too busy
And at one point I had to wait doing nuttin'
Then you saw me spring to my feet
Thought I wanted to talk
But I ran to the phone
Called a friend... Wassup!

Ok now it's time for us to talk
So I find and empty room but hesitation is in my heart
A look down the hall...nobody there so I close the door
Take of my new jacket? Man I can't put this on the floor
I'm a have this conversation standin' or my jeans will get dirty
Better yet I'm a sit on this chair right here 'cause I feel a bit lazy
Almost forgot to pull the curtains so no one can look in
And just when I'm about to utter you two words
Someone steps in
Embarrassed by the moment
I jump up and come up with some stupid excuse
Like I was looking for something
All while you were watchin' me patiently
Ready to give more chances
With the hope
That eventually at some point I will speak to you

You give me so much
You wait all day for a nod
A prayer or a thought
A thankful part of my heart

To all my mortals back home
All day workin' hard
Struggling all week
Every dawn standing tall

I know you noticed that before lunch I looked around
I felt embarrassed to talk to you
That is why I didn't bow my head
Glanced 3 or 4 tables over, saw some of my friends talking to you
But I did not, there is still more time left
Hope that I will talk to you yet, but I
Went home and seemed as if I had lots of things to do
After that what is on TV
Suddenly I felt too tired to talk to you
Fell asleep in no time without a thought for you
I know it's hard to have a one sided conversation
Well give me some days to try again and again and again

Pasé por enfrente de tu casa esta mañana muy temprano
No me dio ni por llamarte, saludarte lo cual es muy extraño
Ahora que la luz está apagada estoy pensando
Si sólo cuando yo lo necesito conversamos
O si sólo cuando temo me haces falta
A cada instante tu retrato está en mi espalda
Me equivoco en muchas de cosas
Y defectos tengo más de cien
Estoy luchando, tú lo sabes bien

Appreciatin' is something I be forgettin'
Every second, 24/7, I'm a forgetful servant, I gotta be prayin' though
Appreciatin', when suffering, calamities call,
My soul be hospitalized and all gonna be alright

To all my mortals back home
All day workin' hard
Struggling all week
Every dawn standing tall

To all my mortals sheddin' tears
Still greet with warm smiles
Patiently throughout the years
Give praise to the most high

To all my mortals back home
All day workin' hard
Struggling all week
Every dawn standing tall

To all my mortals sheddin' tears
Still greet with warm smiles
Patiently throughout the years
Give praise to the Most High

Outlandish

Poor me!

I'm going deaf. Ok. Dont be too drastic.

I'm founding myself having difficulty in hearing. Seriously. Each day getting worse. Thanks to the earphone that I've been pluggin my eyes all these time. Oppss, eyes? Imagine plugging them to your eyes??? Not rite not rite. Correction: ears. Who else to blame? Haha. Really.

I've been using those gadgets since I've started work. I can't stand silent. Everyone was focusing too much on work and their too plugged their ears. So I followed them and its taking a toll on me. Actually, right before then I was having hearing difficulty. I remember way back my intership year. During lunch hour, we went for MCD. I've ordered so and so. And then the cashier would say the bills.

Cashier: It's RM 8.56 (Can't exactly remember the figure)
Me : Chili.
Cashier *With a straight face starring back*
Me *Starred back smiled innocently*
Cashier: RM 8.56 (Toner got louder but soft spoken)
Me : Oooooo....kkkkk, dier suruh bayar rupenya!

Damn. Dat was kindda embarrasing. But I stuck up being cool. Hehe.

Everwhere I go, I have to be close to the person who is talking. Otherwise that person is talking to themselves. Haha. Oh man, I need help!

...............

While waiting for the data to be copied...

I just wanna spill in...huhuhuhu

Ok...I don't want to rant...I am approachin' adulthood style now...

Yeah...Like I can deal with dat...huhuhuh...*sigh*

Arggghhhh....whhhhhhhyyyyyyyy me...?

KL versus Penang

Hmmmm...

1. KL - Sleepless city. Got out of the bus at 3am still got life on the street.
2. Penang - Reached penang at 2am, no sign of life. Ada lah beberapa of mereka.
Not many.

3. KL - So many lights
4. Penang - Not so many light. Does pelita counts?

5. KL - Bizarre traffic with bizarre people. Bizarre no of tolls and bizarre
no of cars.
6. Penang - Not so bizarre. Kampung. You dont find night clubs in the middle of the
padi field. Heh.

7. KL- Good food and so much choices. Still can sneak out to mamak stalls even at 3am
8. Penang - Good food too except their businesses runs before 12. Paling lambat
pon pukul 1. But the source of protein there are so fresh.
Plus cheap too.

9. Penang - More green. Good for the eyes.
10. KL - Green? Tall solid block is more I see.

11. KL - My parents and cats live there. O yeah, my paksu's next door.
12. Penang - My grandma, my uncles and aunts, my cousins are all in
penang. Scattered everywhere. Every weekend sleepover at their
house. One at a time.

13. KL - Mid-valley. Can take the comuter. Don't have to worry about parking.
14. Penang - Queensbay. Must have a car. Have to cross to the other side. Have to
worry about parking. Cost for an outing: Minyak + Duit feri @
the brigde + parking = Banyak tuh. Shopping fees not included. If nak
shopping sakan lah kan.

15. KL - I live between TESCO and JUSCO which is 10 mins away.
16. Penang - The nearest TESCO is in Sg. Petani where I have to take the highway
and would at least take me 45 mins...and JUSCO? Where is JUSCO anyway?

17. KL - Have to be ready before 7.
18. Penang - Still in bed at 7. Hehe.

19. KL - Still pama's little gurl. Hahaha. No way. Dude, 23 aint at all little
even though I am. Guilty =>
20. Penang - Independent chick on the rise. =p

I hate decision making. That is IF I have to ;-)

P.S. The location of penang I'm refering to is Kepala Batas, Seberang Perai. Penang still, rite?

Heeeeeee...

Work oh work #$%^%

I'm so out of order lately. Work load has put a toll on me. Aiyak. I hate it. QA and indexing makes me want to vomit. Eeeeewww. Can't put it in words really. It's like taking forever. Good thing I have good co-workers who are so in my shoes. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Tanpa mereka, saya keseorangan. I'm ranting *Sigh*

**Disebabkan laptop ni lambat lah cam tortoise dan keje saya almost making me insane...saya meluahkan perasaan jap...*sigh*

Aisha

This goes out to all the sisters out there...

The List

Assalamualaikum

Praise be to Allah, I still live till today...Alhamdulillah...

Sumone is constanly babbling at me to update my freaking blog, and you know who you are =>. At least I know sumone is reading. Hehe. Hmmm...I kindda lost in time really. That is why my page is sumhow stranded. Silent. Full stop. Been busy lately. Haha. Lame excuses. Always and will be. =p. But I'm being honest here.

My life has gone, hmmm..I dont know what? Hehe. All I can say, I've been busy doing nothing. Hehe. Naaa...not really, how can you be busy doing nothing? Impossible. Anyway, its 2008. Plans for the future has not been laid out. Never been laid out really. Me nak buat plan? Haha. Angan-angan taik ayam. Is that correct? Left zaman peribahasa ages ago.

If I recall every year, I have this things listed out (well almost). A determination list. A list which needs me to be real. Like we all know, if there's no determination, the will to do what you've listed out, then, there's no deal. Sad really. Pathethic kindda like. Dah buat list, tapi tak ikot. Heck! So this year, no list for me. Hehe. Just wanna go with the flow. Yeah, tapi, dat doesn't me I cant improve myself. Rite?

So this year I just wanna sit back and enjoy the scene. Take step by step at a time. You never know what will happen next. That's the thrill of life...

P.s - I'm supposed to be busy...but I took the time. Plus I'll be jotting down more for sure now dat I know sumone is reading...=>

Salam