Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Last two nights...

Last night I had a dreamed. Well, i dream every night. Nightmare, fantasy, to being a superhero. You name it. Nothing new really.

Last night dream made me blossomed all day. Haha. I can't exactly remember how the 'jalan cerita' of that dream was, but there was a guy. Yeah, a guy.
I only remembered that it was some kind of a race or something. Competing to the finish line. That's what I thought. Then this guy, I saw him wearing a white t-shirt with some prints at the front. *I love guys in white T. =D* and a brown khakis with the hair like the character of Claire's new bf in heroes second season. He looked beautiful though. Haha. So I thought. This guy was in the race. I was in the dream also. I don't why I was there. Just happened to be in the dream.

I was at the scene the race took place. Its like I was the viewer, not a
contestant in it. As I was watching this so-called-race, I was curious to why this guy was racing alone. I mean without a partner. The scene was, he was about to climb something which I'm not clear off. He seemed kindda relax, while others raced vigarously. (Saya ada nampak 2 orang perempuan berlumba-lumba macam tak cukup masa je) Suddenly he looked back. Oh yeah, his back was facing me. Suddenly he looked back. At me. Hahaha. Since I was the only one there. Boy, he looked so beautiful. He came towards me.

Then, all the sudden the race I was watching turned out different. I was like sitting in a group. Boleh x? Haha. The guy was still there. We were talking
which I don't know what. Its liked we had crushed for one another. Sesi luahan perasaan kot time tuh. Like you see in movies. Kan kan? And out of no where came this gurl admitting she was his gurlfriend. This part is funny.

She had brown hair. Look pretty though, but the moment she opened her mouth, my word! She had rotten teeth. Ugly looking. Like a stale cheese which was invaded by maggets. EEEE...There was this beautiful guy who had a gurlfriend of cheese rotten teeth. Hahaha. Mimpi pon boleh klaka eh? All I knew, the moment she admits she was
his girlfriend, I left. That was what I remembered. Mungkin kecewa kot, but I wasn't sad or anything. So I fled.

Then the scene changed. Suddenly it took place like I was about to exit an amusement park or a ticket counter like we used at a Comuter station. On my way to the exit, he came running. Awwwww...its so like in the movies. Haha. Macam xmo kehilangan orang tersayang. Hakhakhak. I turned around and there he was, standing. Now this one
confused me. Tetiba dier nampak shorty. Hahahahahahahaha. Ok.

I'm sure he wasn't short. Maybe I was standing on something a lil higher than him. That's why! There was a crowd all of the sudden. Macam waiting for this moment to happened. Silent took place and he said "I LOVE YOU. Dont leave!" while holding my hands because I was about to swipe the ticket. My, I'm laughing now. Hahaha. To be honest, I was swept away. Who would'nt be? Then we hugged or something. Hahaha. And it was 6am. It was gone just like that. Huhu. My dream was just a dream. Yet still, I was smiling all day and recalling back the dream. The I LOVE YOU scene. Hehe. If only, this took place in real life.

I'll be wooooowww... ;-)

*Beautiful in a guy doesn't simply means auww...ok! =p

Sunday, February 17, 2008

I was DUPED...no...I am STU

I've done the most stu***est thing ever. I don't know how on earth I fell for that.
Before this, the exact same situation happened. Except that I didn't make it through the papers. *Grin*

Anyway, what happened to me had happened to sumone else. I commented them thinking I was brilliant "Eh, stu*** lah these people" But I wasn't that smart after all. The differences between me and them, I am not that stu***. Yet still, I feel kindda like it.

Yesterday, well 2 days before, I received an email with the subject of Attn: Lucky winner. I was so curious. Who would'nt be. To my utter suprise and I was gobsmacked, I was announced as the winner of an E-Lottery game with the prize of £1,569,652.00 Pound Sterlings (One Million, Five Hundred and Sixty Nine Thousand Six Hundred And Fifty Two Pound Sterlings) only. Yeah, I know. That's A LOT and TOO GOOD TO
BE TRUE. I was star strucked though but it seems so real. With every detail. But I was still having doubts and this is the part where I became the stu***est ever!!! I'm embarrased now but just a lesson for you to listen.

I don't what happened. I did asked Kak Lyn, my co-workers about this suspicious email. She told me that if she was in my place, she won't buy it. But no harm trying. She said, if it is true, share some parts with her. Hehe. Ok, but I wasn't buying it too. So I decided to enquire for further information and they replied. It looks like I'm dealing with real people here. I kindda believe it. Shoot. Still, I wasn't so sure. So I went home. I asked my brother. He was giving me that look. You know the look leh-percaya-ke-neh look. Huhu. He was kindda encouraging me though, so why not give it a shot. Now, I'm a total idiot. I even prayed to Allah, saying how thankful I am. Rezeki betol neh. *Tunduk kepala jap* Malu~

I even had the angan-angan that if its true, I would take my whole kampung family for Haji. I would buy dad a Volvo S80 which he'd always love. Buy mom a new car. Get myself a persona perhaps. Hahaha. I'm pathetic.

Then, I went with my guts replying they email with giving out my information. How stu*** was that??? Fortunely, I didnt't gave out any IMPORTANT details. Yet, I still did gave them my add, my phone no. Huhu.

I'm so naive. When the email has been succesfully sent, it is then I decided to google out this E-Lottery thing. Turns out it was a SCAM. Astagfirullah! I WAS DUPED!!! Like everyone else. They received the same email as I have. Argggghhhhh...I was in despair after that and worried too, incase they might appear in front of the door steps. Huhu. My mind went crazy after that.

Luckily I managed to save myself because in order for me to claim my so-called-prize, I have to pay for the shipping expences. What idiot would pay for that? Guess I wasnt stu*** after all. Alhamdulillah
Lesson learnt.

Word of advice : Never Trust Anyone.

P.S ~ That JUMPER on screen rite now, didn't make me jump at all. Not really a thumbs up.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

i'M SO outdated...heeeee

Yeah...

I got my own fotopages...heeeeeee...yeah...like its sumthing new...hikhik...!!!

Check it out...

I'm so gedik right now...can't help it! Heeeeeee

LOGON FAILED

What the heck does that mean??
Ok, I know what it means. It means can't login.
But what on earth does it mean? What's the problem?
Urgghhh...I so hate question I can't relate to. I mean, problems. I so hate problems I can't relate to. Bottomline...I HATE PROGRAMMING!!!!
Why does it have to be so complicated????

I'm on my wits end right now *sigh*

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Appreciatin'

As I got up this morning
You watched me and hoped I'd talk to you
Even if it was just a few words
Askin' your opinion,
Thankin' you for something good that happened, Lord
But you noticed I was too busy
Tryin' to find the right clothes matchin' with the right shoes and I
Ran around the house getting ready
You knew there would be minutes to stop and say hello
But I still I were too busy
And at one point I had to wait doing nuttin'
Then you saw me spring to my feet
Thought I wanted to talk
But I ran to the phone
Called a friend... Wassup!

Ok now it's time for us to talk
So I find and empty room but hesitation is in my heart
A look down the hall...nobody there so I close the door
Take of my new jacket? Man I can't put this on the floor
I'm a have this conversation standin' or my jeans will get dirty
Better yet I'm a sit on this chair right here 'cause I feel a bit lazy
Almost forgot to pull the curtains so no one can look in
And just when I'm about to utter you two words
Someone steps in
Embarrassed by the moment
I jump up and come up with some stupid excuse
Like I was looking for something
All while you were watchin' me patiently
Ready to give more chances
With the hope
That eventually at some point I will speak to you

You give me so much
You wait all day for a nod
A prayer or a thought
A thankful part of my heart


To all my mortals back home
All day workin' hard
Struggling all week
Every dawn standing tall

I know you noticed that before lunch I looked around
I felt embarrassed to talk to you
That is why I didn't bow my head
Glanced 3 or 4 tables over, saw some of my friends talking to you
But I did not, there is still more time left
Hope that I will talk to you yet, but I
Went home and seemed as if I had lots of things to do
After that what is on TV
Suddenly I felt too tired to talk to you
Fell asleep in no time without a thought for you
I know it's hard to have a one sided conversation
Well give me some days to try again and again and again

Pasé por enfrente de tu casa esta mañana muy temprano
No me dio ni por llamarte, saludarte lo cual es muy extraño
Ahora que la luz está apagada estoy pensando
Si sólo cuando yo lo necesito conversamos
O si sólo cuando temo me haces falta
A cada instante tu retrato está en mi espalda
Me equivoco en muchas de cosas
Y defectos tengo más de cien
Estoy luchando, tú lo sabes bien

Appreciatin' is something I be forgettin'
Every second, 24/7, I'm a forgetful servant, I gotta be prayin' though
Appreciatin', when suffering, calamities call,
My soul be hospitalized and all gonna be alright

To all my mortals back home
All day workin' hard
Struggling all week
Every dawn standing tall

To all my mortals sheddin' tears
Still greet with warm smiles
Patiently throughout the years
Give praise to the most high

To all my mortals back home
All day workin' hard
Struggling all week
Every dawn standing tall

To all my mortals sheddin' tears
Still greet with warm smiles
Patiently throughout the years
Give praise to the Most High

Outlandish